Wake UpI swear every morning I wake up not knowing if I can still open my eyes. So I keep them closed, waiting until I’m brave enough to be disappointed by everything I see.
Some days I’m ok.
On the ceiling above my bed, there is a small crack. So small, you can hardly tell it’s even there. But I look for it, every day. Because I know it’s one of the only things in my life that’s right where it’s supposed to be.
You were never there, not when I needed you most.
I wish I would’ve known about people like you. I wish someone would have told me that not everyone is as reliable as you’d like them to be.
It was my fault, I trusted you. I gave you too many pieces of myself that I should’ve kept for someone more worthy.
People tell me I deserve better. But what does that mean? I want to be deserving of the best. Not just a slight step up from what I had. Is that too much to ask?
Then again, maybe what I deserve is just slightly better.
I loved y
I Can't Give You Anything More than EverythingOver and over I have tossed aside the things I love for you
And I've let go of dreams that I was just beginning to believe in and hopes that I thought I would always long for
Because I thought that maybe someday you would do the same for me
I stupidly thought that you might eventually learn to love what I love and see what I see
If only for just a moment
I'm old enough to understand
I know that sometimes I make mistakes
Mistakes that cause you to look at me with that I-told-you-so expression in your eyes telling me that I won't ever amount to anything
But at least I admit I don't have everything figured out
At least I have the guts to go out and do what I want
You've taught me all you know
You've raised me as best as you could and now it's my turn to do things on my own
It's my turn to prove you wrong
I may make mistakes sometimes
My seemingly fool-proof plans may not always work out the first few tries
But that's ok
I don't think people were ever meant to get things right the first ti