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I Can't Give You Anything More than Everything

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Over and over I have tossed aside the things I love for you
And I've let go of dreams that I was just beginning to believe in and hopes that I thought I would always long for

Because I thought that maybe someday you would do the same for me
I stupidly thought that you might eventually learn to love what I love and see what I see
If only for just a moment

I'm old enough to understand
I know that sometimes I make mistakes
Mistakes that cause you to look at me with that I-told-you-so expression in your eyes telling me that I won't ever amount to anything
But at least I admit I don't have everything figured out
At least I have the guts to go out and do what I want

You've taught me all you know
You've raised me as best as you could and now it's my turn to do things on my own
It's my turn to prove you wrong
I may make mistakes sometimes
My seemingly fool-proof plans may not always work out the first few tries
But that's ok

I don't think people were ever meant to get things right the first time
And maybe not even the second, but I do know that sooner or later failure becomes something that only exists in the past
So I might fail, I might fall and scrape my knees more than once
But I know now that falling is only part of living and that being alive means having the strength to get up again

So don't hold me down, don't hold me back from what I love
I'm old enough to understand
Just let me go
for my best friend
i love you sis.

12-30-12
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It's just how growing up goes